The worse thing anyone can do after an exam is not to plan for any freakouts after. Times like these I have no option but to update my new ramblings. I shall try not to 'ramble' today.
It has been quite a task to give an exam after a gap of almost 2 and a half year. Its nice in fact to feel good, to still be a part of learning process, to feel the heat and the fluttering things in heart..it was indeed nice.. So here I am....in a better mood.....writing...hoping one day I will actually become good at it... :)

As I logged in today, the first thing I did was to browse my gtalk list...and as I was doing so I was remined a line said by Mr Amitabh Bacchan on some TV show,

'जीवन संघर्ष है और संघर्ष ही जीवन है'

And ...as I go through the whole list of people I know, I wonder how true this indeed is. I have a friend who is runs his own company, I have a friends who have 'never say die' attitude and years of strrugle with entrances did their MBAs from prestigious institutes, I have friends who survived broken hearts and borken relations and came out hurt but never stopped growing, grooming or getting there, I have friends who despite of coming from so called 'backward conditions' could go to the other part of world to be an indespensible part of technology revolution, I have friends who started their lives from support services and are now leaders in the very field, I have friends, who fulfilled their dreams of singing and acting and actually coming live on television.....I can keep counting....and it will take a while..There isn't a single person on the list, I cannot be proud of.

Life indeed is a strrugle...and each person a winner in himself/herself......no matter where we reach...how much we earn or how long our titles are..the point is its the strrugle that makes us winners not the winning..

I am reminded of an argument I have with a friend not many years ago.....I argued to him that, it took one Enstien to discover the relativty..but thousands must have died, tryin to get near it, or gettin near it and not realizing it..so whats the point? Today I stand corrected....each an every person who strrugles for his goals/aims and dreams is a winner.........No matter what happens in the end...no matter who receives the oscar or the Nobel...no matter weather we walk on a red carpet of a lonely road...no matter if we are lauded or not...

Anyone who has the willingness to strrugle and strrugles is a winner..and there is never one winner.....Each person is 'World's fastest Indian' in his/her own right and might.....and its ok to feel proud of oneself in a while..

So here's to tryin, falling, breaking, crying, ruining, screwing, wailing and strrugling......the point is we all win in the end....